SHELLEY HAS A POWERFUL MESSAGE ON PORNOGRAPHY AND JUST HOW IT AFFECTS THOSE THAT ARE INVOLVED, SO FOR ANY MAN OR WOMAN WHO THINKS PORN DOES NOT HURT ANYONE, LISTEN TO SHELLEY TELL YOU JUST HOW UNHURT SHE WAS, AND ALL THOSE WHO ARE ACTRESSES AND ACTORS IN THE PORN MOVIES.
IF AT ALL POSSIBLE, LISTEN TO THESE VIDEO'S WITH YOUR SPOUSE, OR EMAIL YOUR FRIENDS A LINK TO EITHER MY BLOG OR SHELLEY'S WEB SITE. LETS HELP HER GET THE WORD OUT ABOUT JUST HOW DESTRUCTIVE PORN REALLY IS. PORN HURTS AND IT AFFECTS EVERYONE INVOLVED AS WELL AS DEVASTATES THOSE WHO LOVE THE ONE ADDICTED TO PORN.
PORN KILLS !!!!! IT WILL KILL YOUR SPIRIT, YOUR SOUL, YOUR HEART AND DESTROY YOUR MIND AND IT WILL DO THE SAME TO THOSE WHO LOVE YOU.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
POWERFUL MESSAGE ON PORN
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Monday, September 7, 2009
I have relapsed here is a Letter to my wife
A Letter to My Wife 9-7-09
I stand before you a broken Man again. I walked by you as you were going about the busy job of life. You were preoccupied with your task. The task of life, the task of doing for others unconditionally, without regret, always forgiving others, your family, friends, business associates, you asked for no return for what you had to give up. You did not deserve the lies, the darkness, the pain, and I took a moment to reflect. This is not your fault. I know you know this at the intellectual classroom level; I reflect this is not fair. You did not ask for this did not deserve this and I am Sorry. I was wrong again, I take full responsibility, I did it, I did the unthinkable and relapsed. I allowed the evil one to take my thoughts, my actions, I once again was selfish, self centered, after all only just a broken Man.
I take a moment to feel your pain, your hopelessness over the question how could someone make those kind of irreversible choices, allow that kind of pain to flow once again thru the vitals of our relationship. I also wonder at the strength you show, the courage to take on the impossible, the pain, the grief. I would probably faint dead in my tracks if I had to face what you are facing, everyday, those long hard painful nights.
I turned to find you facing those painful reminders of the frailty of the actions and how they affect those that are loved, pain in the very core place that needs a safe place to fall. I suddenly realize just how frail I really am, how vulnerable I am to failure, how I can wreak havoc in my neediness, my selfishness, myself centeredness. I really feel the power of the darkness, the boiling muck right at the very edge, the precipice is right there; the darkness reaches for me as I stand there. I am ashamed of my past, my present, I was wrong, I am responsible. This is a profound apology to you as I know you did not ask for this deserves this, wants this, are not responsible for any of this.
I am sorry. Please pray for my salvation as I trudge the weary road of destiny.
Wayne
I stand before you a broken Man again. I walked by you as you were going about the busy job of life. You were preoccupied with your task. The task of life, the task of doing for others unconditionally, without regret, always forgiving others, your family, friends, business associates, you asked for no return for what you had to give up. You did not deserve the lies, the darkness, the pain, and I took a moment to reflect. This is not your fault. I know you know this at the intellectual classroom level; I reflect this is not fair. You did not ask for this did not deserve this and I am Sorry. I was wrong again, I take full responsibility, I did it, I did the unthinkable and relapsed. I allowed the evil one to take my thoughts, my actions, I once again was selfish, self centered, after all only just a broken Man.
I take a moment to feel your pain, your hopelessness over the question how could someone make those kind of irreversible choices, allow that kind of pain to flow once again thru the vitals of our relationship. I also wonder at the strength you show, the courage to take on the impossible, the pain, the grief. I would probably faint dead in my tracks if I had to face what you are facing, everyday, those long hard painful nights.
I turned to find you facing those painful reminders of the frailty of the actions and how they affect those that are loved, pain in the very core place that needs a safe place to fall. I suddenly realize just how frail I really am, how vulnerable I am to failure, how I can wreak havoc in my neediness, my selfishness, myself centeredness. I really feel the power of the darkness, the boiling muck right at the very edge, the precipice is right there; the darkness reaches for me as I stand there. I am ashamed of my past, my present, I was wrong, I am responsible. This is a profound apology to you as I know you did not ask for this deserves this, wants this, are not responsible for any of this.
I am sorry. Please pray for my salvation as I trudge the weary road of destiny.
Wayne
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